The Only Star In His Sky

Saturday, December 03, 2005

the way i used to laugh with you, was loud and hard

if he doesn't call me tonight, i am erasing and blocking him from my cell.

as much as i am hoping it won't come to that, i am already sick with knowing that it will.

i just want to die.

Posted by Heartbroken at 5:45 PM

My dear Thea, I am so sorry to hear that he's still taking you on this roller coaster ride. But sadly, I can still relate. Sometimes I just wish I could turn it off, the need for him, the need for a man at all. I wish I could turn off my sex drive and my need for companionship. I wish I didn't need him at all. Fucking men suck.

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thanks hun. they do fucking suck. the more you love them the worse they are. i've missed you! hope you're back for good....

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